depression

Have you ever been in a bad place where you dont wanna do anything or be with anyone? All you wanna do is just sit down and just sit nothing else you feel like your world is coming to an end. And it sucks doesnt it nothing to do nothing to strive for. Well thats how i feel and its horrible i hate it but whats the point of doing anything fuck it just a waste of time in my eyes. Always wanting a good life but when your parents are divorced and your dad live almost 40 miles away and you only see him like twice a week or on the weekend but then it gets even better your mom and dad always fight arguing well thats life in reality.                         But then the best part theres school you have so much other shit going on in your life you dont have a good answer to give to your teacher so you look like another one of those kids that just doesnt care about anything. You know because i was never one of those kids with a dream to go to a nice college and get a good job and play alot of sports well i was yep i wanted all the big fancy cars and a family and a big house but most likely thats never gonna happen. It all started going down hill in 8th grade before that year i got straight A's but i fucked up but nobody new what was going on because why should they know there not close to me.

woodstock

This conversation was brought up between me and Andrew morris about this concert that took place in 1969 it was a weekend of sex,drugs,music,and peace. Highways shut down flowing in and out of New York the weather was horrible but still 500,000 people showed up along with over 36 band playing a span over three days for hours at a time. Some of the greatest moments in rock and roll history happened there like when Jimmy  Hendrix played his own interpretation of the Star spangled banner the first time in its history to be performed on the electric guitarr. The band Santana there drummer Michael Shrieve played one of the best drum solos at the age of 21. This concert also was the site of one of the biggest peaceful movements  during the sixties it was a site when people got together to have fun  i still wish we had concerts like that  when people can get together relax  for three days just camping listening to some of the greatest performers in the history of rock. And all the different people that came together to converge on one little area which is very amazing. Nobody was killed nobody fought it was just happiness for all that day. Only if people wanted to put a concert like that together it would be amazing.