depression

Have you ever been in a bad place where you dont wanna do anything or be with anyone? All you wanna do is just sit down and just sit nothing else you feel like your world is coming to an end. And it sucks doesnt it nothing to do nothing to strive for. Well thats how i feel and its horrible i hate it but whats the point of doing anything fuck it just a waste of time in my eyes. Always wanting a good life but when your parents are divorced and your dad live almost 40 miles away and you only see him like twice a week or on the weekend but then it gets even better your mom and dad always fight arguing well thats life in reality.                         But then the best part theres school you have so much other shit going on in your life you dont have a good answer to give to your teacher so you look like another one of those kids that just doesnt care about anything. You know because i was never one of those kids with a dream to go to a nice college and get a good job and play alot of sports well i was yep i wanted all the big fancy cars and a family and a big house but most likely thats never gonna happen. It all started going down hill in 8th grade before that year i got straight A's but i fucked up but nobody new what was going on because why should they know there not close to me.